few hours after...

I sometimes go back and forth with this weird shift of perspective... At times I stress about work (like when they heap crazy assignments on me, especially when it's totally not in consonance with my accepted principles and with my idea of what purports to be very urgent and important) and sometimes I long for the freedom to just fail... I used to enjoy being the young, bright thing... Now I want to be the mellow guy that just flat out sucks...

at least that's the thought I have after a few hours of wandering on a Friday night...